[ii] hate mySelf aS much aS yOu dO
[ii]'ve gOne sO wrOng in my life
[ii] regret it all
[ii] just want a chance to Say Sorry
[ii]'m a lOser becauSe i lOse evrthing i lOve
[ii] lOst her... Laurie, je pense tjrs à tOi, tu me manque... Je t'aime <3
Mrs Margaret Inman Simpson died on the 30th of october 2007
it's so hard accepting the fact you have gone knowing the last time i saw you, you had forgotten even our names alzymers is the worst illness possible because you forget everything bit by bit untill finally you no longer know how to swallow or anything else at least i got to say goodbye properly we visited you at that nursing home, & i got to hold your hand & wisper i love you it felt so weird seeing you like that, after knowing you being such a kind person i do remember you from when i was young & i only have good memories of you you were such a great granny, & it is true the news of your death is such a shock even if we all knew it would happen soon every time the phone rang this last week, we were scared it was Abby calling to announce your death "the dreaded phonecall" & at last it came i wish i could spend more time with you, but now it's too late we are all acting weird there are tears in our eyes but we are too shocked to share them we are scared of making the other person feel even sadder, well at least i am so i'm keeping it to myself, with the help of my friends i know it had to happen but i'll need time to swallow it down there is only one thing i can do, keep loving you forever you will always be in my heart at least you died in peace but now, i have to call Abby & i don't know what to say death is so hard, just like when Angie died when we were 6 only now we are old enough to understand my dear grandmother, you have gone to join Ken & uncle Richard i love you so much but for now....